going to be year 2011 !!! say bye to year 2010!!!

Hrm......

Thinking about year 2010....

It has been a tough year though.....

Hahaha...

2010 Is where all my problems existed....

A lot of them...!!!

But fortunately i get to go through it and live on my own...

My people in this world i have seen with different faces, attitudes and lot more...

But,

This is how life is....

In a world full of different kind of people even religions....

HAHAHA....

Although, year 2010 has a lot of memories for me...

The one that was for me to keep as long as i remember it...><

SO,

Its time for us to say GOOD BYE AND THANK YOU to 2010

AND 

WELCOME TO 2011....

May the year 2011 brings lots of luck to me....hahaha

In 2011 also is where a disaster WILL HAVE to strike on me....

PMR!!!!

Thats what i don't want the most...

But,

I must face it with courage and ready......

I hop i can past it with 7A'S in my hand....

FIONA BROKE UP!!!

aT last...

Fiona took the last decision....

To break up with Keith....

So they both break up and Fiona is fast healing her sadness....

This time will be the last time Fiona ever started a couple....

Keith oso is living happily now....

Messing with other ppl arround??

In a relationship??

Whatever....

But this will be the last one....

Fiona said it!!!!!

LAST ONE..!!

I hate my days now more often!!

well,

Let me tell you the story about what had happened....

Its was like this....

Ok,,......About my father....??

Well...,

He is a hot-tempered person....

He can be said so always scold us...!!

I used to Hate and Like him....

Hate him when he scold and like him when he is normal.....

I still remember when i was small....

He once scolded my mum until she went to her room and cried herslf....

I still remember that coz i was there with her....

Then just imagine I was like in kindergarden and my dad used to beat me using the belt....

MISERABLE!!

and then he wouldnt stop scolding,yelling,shouting....complaining...!!!

Please....

He will go mad for something small....

I can figure out that he is releasing his anger towards us!!

Then since i went to boarding school....

Things got better....

I didnt see him often....

so i am happy staying in my school.....and i am praying for the school to start quickly....

But now....I hate him....

In the house...

noone ever say no or shout at him back if he does....

But i DID!!

i cant stand anymore....

the feeling was like i want to suicide to have a father like him!!!!

i am sorry....

but i am going trough hard times....

please forgive me....

oh darn!!!

OMG!!!

Why is it so hard to find the sinopsis of all the komsas thingy now adays??

ish...ish.....ish....

i am having headache now!!!!

my folio all are not done yet!!!

next year....

i am most probably sure that Cikgu Siti Zaleha....

will scream her head off at me!!!!!

Oh no!!!

Oh no!!!!

I am sick now!!!

suffering in my house!!!><

i hate this!!!><

dont like to be sick....

 like 2 be sick more in the school!!!

Sadistic fiona!!!

Today....

Fiona told me somthing....

That something had happened between her and keith....><

wat??!

wat happen??

She says that maybe she don't want to continue it or wat....

It like that Keith don't understand her....

She get tired of her relationship with him .....

But she still can't forget him.....

She don't know that her feelings towards him are LOVE or LIKE?????!!

Can someone help her???

My school's band camp~

FUUUUUUHHHHH!!!!~~

Was so busy the past few days....

Because my school got the band's camp......

a lot of people were there....

The seniors and the juniors......

In my section.....only Nadhrah and Haziq adam were absent.....

hehe.....

Was so happy coz i get to play the song that was playing on my blog...

Abram's Pursuit....

Hard song.....

I get to play a little of it.....

Still need lots and lots of practice.....

the high notes.....

My high notes were all still poor ........

I hate it!!!!!! I hate BOYS!!! Who KUAT MERAJUK

OMG!!!!!

Why is my life full with all the boys that are so kuat MERAJUK???><

I hate boys YANG KUAT MERAJUK.....

"macam gampang!!!!!"

I hate it!!!!!!

hate it!!!!!

hate it!!!!

damn f**king hate it!!!!!!!

What???

you thought i will die WITHOUT you???

Getta hell off my life la....

I can still live without you la.....

you thought i like so much ar??

Its like freaking f**king damn hell being with you...!!!

And i had enough of it.....

You know what??

you are really making me feel like i want to suicide...!!!!

I hate it!!!!

Can you please please please get out of my life???

My thoughts?????????

I hate YOU!!!!!!!!!

><-

What Is Going On With My Life??!!!!

What is happening with my life??

Why is it so miserable???

Can't i just live on a simple and happy life??

I hate my life though....

Why is it has to be like this??

I rather choose to die than to live on this world anymore....

I HAD TO SAY THAT I HATE MY LIFE!!

Everything here is not fair!!

I hate boys too!!!

The boy that always want to care of  their "Air muka"????

Really?? 

Is that so important??

Over love??

Sometimes i wonder why when a man choose to marry the woman that he love...

When they were standing in front of the crowd....

happily....

And the man will swear that he will love the woman forever,

Protect her,

Cares for her,

Be kind to her...

Forever and ever and ever.....

When he said that we all would believe that he will but what happens??

When the woman gave birth to three or more children...

The man will forget all his promises!!!

He will always scold his wife....

If he is right then never mind...

The problem is that is a small problem and that starts from him coz he is selfish...

He acted like he is MR-RIGHT.....

WTF???

Where is the promises that you made??

If this is what you will give to the woman??!!

Then don't even say you love her or want to marry her you IDIOT!!!!

Men are all LIARS!!!

can't even trust them....

We don't know what will they be like after we marry them for few years...

You know why i want to be a lawyer??

Because i want to help the women....

To stand for them.....

And fight against the men..........

You have anything else to say Mr Chong Yung-Yang??

I cut My Hair~

Oh god!!!

I cut my hair!! ><

My friends all say i look cute~

but then i really really really really miss my long hair~!!

seriously...!!!

who can help me???

My mum asked me to cut my hair....

Cutting my hair is not 100% my decision...><

ITS NOT !! ITS NOT!!!

i just want to shut somone's mouth 

that people always ask me to CUT CUT CUT!!!!

Now i cut already !!!!

you happy la!!!!

i hate you...!!!!

I am sooooooooo FAT-up!!!

OMG!!!!

why am i here ???

i am so suffocating livin in here!!!

no peace.....!!

almost everyday oso you guys all want to fight??

so wan to fight????!!!!

go la....!!! go!!!!

go and fight until you all already feel that is enough then only come and 

see me.....

omg,,,,,.....

i also headache la....see you all everyday fight....

you all don't feel like dying inside there??

well..... 

I DO!!!!

it was like one m***** f****** h***!!!!!!

get out the place when you all want to fight or LEAVE!!!!!

i hate you all when you all fight!!!!

damn it!!!

f*** it!!!!

i just feel like 

shouting....

GETTA HELL OFF HERE!!!!!