Today....
I was so happy...
Because i am going for my international marathon....
I practised so damn hard for that....
Runned every single day....
Temp to win the marathon...
To break my own record of the longest run in my life that i have ran....
At first i woke up in the early morning,....
To only realise after that i had marathon...
My heart was jumping happily that this day came...
I even bought a new pair of sports trouser for that....RM19.90...cheetah ladies...
I went there with my friends and baby...
I walked there....
During my journey to that place...
Somthing came across my mind....
Can i win??
I was kindda confident that i have the feeling of winning....
At least past the time....
When the marathon started,...
I ran with my friend kar ling...
We were going to the front slowly and slowly...
Haha....
I felt happy that time....
Because a lot of people stopped cause too tired....
I kept on running and running and running...
Then...
Kar ling started to disappear to the front leaving me behind...
That time...
I was actually feeling very weird....
.I felt somthing is not wrong but i dont know what was that,....
I just leave it and kept on running....
2km....
8km......
16km.....
9km.......
And now...just a few metres more to reach the final stop....
Suddenly....
Somthing pushed me from behind....
That time i was really blank and dont really know what had happened,...
I tried to turn behind and see but i fell down....
I fell down and i felt that i was being pushed some more....
I cant actually see anything...
All i was heard was a machine sound...
Its scary....
What i was thinking of that time is DYING.....
seriously.....
Then i was being rolled aside....
My heart was pounding hard....
Then someone pulled me to the arm...
I saw an indian guy....
He was also the marathon's participant....
I heard him shouting for help and also "call the ambulans"....
That time...i realised...
I was being knocked down by a motorcycle....
The motorist ran off after knocking me down....
I saw people chasing him.....
Then i cant think of anything more....
I struggled....i pushed....i hold my chest and it was pain....
I was going to vomit but at last i didnt....
People were gathering around me and they were trying to hold me down....
I was gasping for air...
I was so shocked and scared that something will happen to me...
That time i called out "mummy....~"....
Then i thought of my PMR....
I shouted out loud...
VERY VERY VERY LOUD....
Then i thought of my friends... i thought of my family...my PMR....and BABY...
I called baby's name....
At first...then... was too tired of shouting....
then....a chinese guy came to me and asks for my parents phone number...
I was too afraid to tell my parents about it that time...
I didnt tell them that i participate in the run...
I said no to him and he said its a must because i am going to the hospital...
Then i told him the number...
He called my dad....
Then i was lookind at everyone and everywhere....
I saw baby....He look so shocked....
He was with me all the time....
I wanted to hug him that time...
But i was lifeless....
Then....
I heard the ambulance's siren....
The people took me up on the bed and i saw Jane....
She followed me to the hospital and baby also....
Along the way to the hospital....
Jane was with me and baby too....
Baby hold my hand....
And i was also holding his hand....
I hold his hand tightly....Hes trying to comfort me....
Then i arrived at the hospital....
Then i was admitted and now everythings ok....
The nurses said that i had a trauma.....
And that time....
I was only thinking bout my run,, my pmr,,, and my baby.....
Then i was lookind at everyone and everywhere....
I saw baby....He look so shocked....
He was with me all the time....
I wanted to hug him that time...
But i was lifeless....
Then....
I heard the ambulance's siren....
The people took me up on the bed and i saw Jane....
She followed me to the hospital and baby also....
Along the way to the hospital....
Jane was with me and baby too....
Baby hold my hand....
And i was also holding his hand....
I hold his hand tightly....Hes trying to comfort me....
Then i arrived at the hospital....
Then i was admitted and now everythings ok....
The nurses said that i had a trauma.....
And that time....
I was only thinking bout my run,, my pmr,,, and my baby.....
