going to be year 2011 !!! say bye to year 2010!!!

Hrm......

Thinking about year 2010....

It has been a tough year though.....

Hahaha...

2010 Is where all my problems existed....

A lot of them...!!!

But fortunately i get to go through it and live on my own...

My people in this world i have seen with different faces, attitudes and lot more...

But,

This is how life is....

In a world full of different kind of people even religions....

HAHAHA....

Although, year 2010 has a lot of memories for me...

The one that was for me to keep as long as i remember it...><

SO,

Its time for us to say GOOD BYE AND THANK YOU to 2010

AND 

WELCOME TO 2011....

May the year 2011 brings lots of luck to me....hahaha

In 2011 also is where a disaster WILL HAVE to strike on me....

PMR!!!!

Thats what i don't want the most...

But,

I must face it with courage and ready......

I hop i can past it with 7A'S in my hand....

FIONA BROKE UP!!!

aT last...

Fiona took the last decision....

To break up with Keith....

So they both break up and Fiona is fast healing her sadness....

This time will be the last time Fiona ever started a couple....

Keith oso is living happily now....

Messing with other ppl arround??

In a relationship??

Whatever....

But this will be the last one....

Fiona said it!!!!!

LAST ONE..!!

I hate my days now more often!!

well,

Let me tell you the story about what had happened....

Its was like this....

Ok,,......About my father....??

Well...,

He is a hot-tempered person....

He can be said so always scold us...!!

I used to Hate and Like him....

Hate him when he scold and like him when he is normal.....

I still remember when i was small....

He once scolded my mum until she went to her room and cried herslf....

I still remember that coz i was there with her....

Then just imagine I was like in kindergarden and my dad used to beat me using the belt....

MISERABLE!!

and then he wouldnt stop scolding,yelling,shouting....complaining...!!!

Please....

He will go mad for something small....

I can figure out that he is releasing his anger towards us!!

Then since i went to boarding school....

Things got better....

I didnt see him often....

so i am happy staying in my school.....and i am praying for the school to start quickly....

But now....I hate him....

In the house...

noone ever say no or shout at him back if he does....

But i DID!!

i cant stand anymore....

the feeling was like i want to suicide to have a father like him!!!!

i am sorry....

but i am going trough hard times....

please forgive me....

oh darn!!!

OMG!!!

Why is it so hard to find the sinopsis of all the komsas thingy now adays??

ish...ish.....ish....

i am having headache now!!!!

my folio all are not done yet!!!

next year....

i am most probably sure that Cikgu Siti Zaleha....

will scream her head off at me!!!!!

Oh no!!!

Oh no!!!!

I am sick now!!!

suffering in my house!!!><

i hate this!!!><

dont like to be sick....

 like 2 be sick more in the school!!!

Sadistic fiona!!!

Today....

Fiona told me somthing....

That something had happened between her and keith....><

wat??!

wat happen??

She says that maybe she don't want to continue it or wat....

It like that Keith don't understand her....

She get tired of her relationship with him .....

But she still can't forget him.....

She don't know that her feelings towards him are LOVE or LIKE?????!!

Can someone help her???

My school's band camp~

FUUUUUUHHHHH!!!!~~

Was so busy the past few days....

Because my school got the band's camp......

a lot of people were there....

The seniors and the juniors......

In my section.....only Nadhrah and Haziq adam were absent.....

hehe.....

Was so happy coz i get to play the song that was playing on my blog...

Abram's Pursuit....

Hard song.....

I get to play a little of it.....

Still need lots and lots of practice.....

the high notes.....

My high notes were all still poor ........

I hate it!!!!!! I hate BOYS!!! Who KUAT MERAJUK

OMG!!!!!

Why is my life full with all the boys that are so kuat MERAJUK???><

I hate boys YANG KUAT MERAJUK.....

"macam gampang!!!!!"

I hate it!!!!!!

hate it!!!!!

hate it!!!!

damn f**king hate it!!!!!!!

What???

you thought i will die WITHOUT you???

Getta hell off my life la....

I can still live without you la.....

you thought i like so much ar??

Its like freaking f**king damn hell being with you...!!!

And i had enough of it.....

You know what??

you are really making me feel like i want to suicide...!!!!

I hate it!!!!

Can you please please please get out of my life???

My thoughts?????????

I hate YOU!!!!!!!!!

><-

What Is Going On With My Life??!!!!

What is happening with my life??

Why is it so miserable???

Can't i just live on a simple and happy life??

I hate my life though....

Why is it has to be like this??

I rather choose to die than to live on this world anymore....

I HAD TO SAY THAT I HATE MY LIFE!!

Everything here is not fair!!

I hate boys too!!!

The boy that always want to care of  their "Air muka"????

Really?? 

Is that so important??

Over love??

Sometimes i wonder why when a man choose to marry the woman that he love...

When they were standing in front of the crowd....

happily....

And the man will swear that he will love the woman forever,

Protect her,

Cares for her,

Be kind to her...

Forever and ever and ever.....

When he said that we all would believe that he will but what happens??

When the woman gave birth to three or more children...

The man will forget all his promises!!!

He will always scold his wife....

If he is right then never mind...

The problem is that is a small problem and that starts from him coz he is selfish...

He acted like he is MR-RIGHT.....

WTF???

Where is the promises that you made??

If this is what you will give to the woman??!!

Then don't even say you love her or want to marry her you IDIOT!!!!

Men are all LIARS!!!

can't even trust them....

We don't know what will they be like after we marry them for few years...

You know why i want to be a lawyer??

Because i want to help the women....

To stand for them.....

And fight against the men..........

You have anything else to say Mr Chong Yung-Yang??

I cut My Hair~

Oh god!!!

I cut my hair!! ><

My friends all say i look cute~

but then i really really really really miss my long hair~!!

seriously...!!!

who can help me???

My mum asked me to cut my hair....

Cutting my hair is not 100% my decision...><

ITS NOT !! ITS NOT!!!

i just want to shut somone's mouth 

that people always ask me to CUT CUT CUT!!!!

Now i cut already !!!!

you happy la!!!!

i hate you...!!!!

I am sooooooooo FAT-up!!!

OMG!!!!

why am i here ???

i am so suffocating livin in here!!!

no peace.....!!

almost everyday oso you guys all want to fight??

so wan to fight????!!!!

go la....!!! go!!!!

go and fight until you all already feel that is enough then only come and 

see me.....

omg,,,,,.....

i also headache la....see you all everyday fight....

you all don't feel like dying inside there??

well..... 

I DO!!!!

it was like one m***** f****** h***!!!!!!

get out the place when you all want to fight or LEAVE!!!!!

i hate you all when you all fight!!!!

damn it!!!

f*** it!!!!

i just feel like 

shouting....

GETTA HELL OFF HERE!!!!!

Doing Nothing~ At House..Thinking Of Old Friends....

Hrm....

This holiday is a real boring...

There is nothing for me  to do....

I was like going to die in the house....

I feel boring all the time...

I need somebody here, with me, playing with me and also chatting with me....

I am drowning in the lonely situation...

Help me out.....!!

I need a person or a friend.....

Then.....

I was sitting on the place that i usually sits...

On the sofa...

Then started to think about the past...

When i was standard 1 to standard 6...

All the challenges that i have gone through....

Until now....

Wow!! i can actually survive with all that challenges???

Thats great.....I like it...hehe...

All my friends that i still remember are...

Non-muslim...

Madelyn,

Prijeetha,

Sharwini,

Zoe Chan Hwa Yie,

Punishawati,

Kogilan,

Khavinassh,

Deveandran,

Kastury,

Menaga,

Sobana,

Jayakumar,

Kevin Gan Chin Kit,

Thats all i can remember....

......................................................................................

The muslims friends.....

Siti Nadiah,

Aishah,

Atikah,

Musfirah,

Azwani,

Farid,

Syahir,

Syafiq,

Saiful......and a lot more......

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL....

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER....!!!!!

Fiona Fiona Fiona..

Then one day,

Fiona can't control herself already...

She don't have the strength to lie to her love anymore....

So, she asks Keith if he would couple with her again??

And guess what.....Keith agree.....!!

yay!!

They are a lovely couple again!!!

But that "happines" don't last long....

They broke up for like 11 times.....

It was when Fiona was form 1.....

Fiona's Love When She Is Form 1

Well...

After they proposing....

They started to couple....

Fiona was cute.... Keith (chong) was sweet.....

Both of them love each other very much...

Especially the Keith....

He cares about Fiona a lot....

And VERY MUCCCCH!!!>......<

Haha,,,,,....

But theres a problem between them...

Fiona always asks for break up with Keith....

Why???

Because Fiona always feel sad bout everything that is going on around her....

Her other friends don't agree her to couple....

Her parents told her not to....

Her friends all started to "pandang sleck" her....

I pity her....

Thats why she keeps on saying break up with Keith...

Fiona can't even stabilize herself in her studies...

BUT@@@....

Everytime when she break up with Keith...

Tears will role down her cheek....

Her heart is broken apart....

A knife is stabbed at her heart...

Her heart tears apart....

Her mood will change, her face change to sad,.....

She will get tensed up easily....

She will get angry or sad easily....

Thats so so so not her....

Everyday, she saw Keith....

Then she will be thinking....

It would be nice if i am still coupling with him....

But i can't...He will feel like being fooled...

But I love him so much....What should i do???

Everytime when Fiona wants to do / enter somthing,...

Her first question is always... Is Keith involved too??

I can see how much Fiona loves Keith and how deep she is trying to cover that....

Really pity Fiona....

Miss Fiona

Miss Fiona...,

She is a friend of mine...

Well.....

She asks me to help her to post her love story on my blog....

So, ok la.....

She is Fourteen years old too for year 2010....

She also studies in SERATAS....

Her birthday date also same as me....

( coincidence )

We are friends....

Can be said so soulmate.....

hahaz...

She is very much like me...

And i am very much like her....

But one thing is that...

She is coupling now....

She has a boyfriend.....

Named Chong Yung-Yang....

He is 16 years old for the year 2010.....

He is kind,caring,loving,protective,smart,handsome,helpful,patient,

He plays piano, trumpet and ETC....

Got a lot af instruments he plays.....aiyoyo~

He teaches Fiona plays trumpet....

A teacher la...huak3><

Erm....

They first met in canteen at year 2009 on 12th January....

That was when Fiona first came to school and they both met each other in the canteen,

They introduce themselves...(hehe)

Then, as the day past by....

She begin to fall for him....

huak3><.....

And he also fall for Fiona....my friend...haiz....==

Then,they fall at each other...haha

Then they first start coupling at 17th March 2009...OMG!!!

On my birthday???never mind la....

Then Fiona messages me to tell me bout that thing...haiz...ok la....

CONGRATZ FIONA!!!!

My EnD Year Result In Form 2!!!

Wow!!!!

Today i checked my SBPexcellent page...

And i found out that i got 93 for my Maths!!!

And i got number three in my class...

And number 20 in my whole form!!!!!

That was a satisfying result....!!!

I am so happy!!!

I hope that. that is the real result....

That teacher won't change it anymore....

Please .....

Please be it....

Please let that be my result....

I am so happy now....

Please don't take away my happiness......

PLEASE!!!!

Its not easy to get that result....!!!!

My Fish !!! @kai kai@ / @Melmen@

My fish !! 

I love my fish....

Well,

my fish is blue in colour...

Wanted red....But didn't have....

It is small....

It is fierce...

When it saw another fish of its own type...

I usually make it practice its fighting skills with a mirror....

haha....

Sounds funny...

But i must train the fish to not be friendly with other fishes...

As its own name is a fighting fish...

I am happy to have it....

One day ....

On 27 / 11 / 2010,

I was sitting boringly on my lazy chair...

Watching TV....

With no interesting movies...

Then suddenly my mother shove me a packet in front of my face....

I looked at it clearly and found out it is a fish...

I jump and hold the packet desperately finding a suitable tank for it....

Then it swam happily in the fish tank...

I was damn happy about it.....

Hahah....(MAybe you will say i am childish or mad)

But i am happy...

huhu....

tHE NAME OF THIS FISH IN CHINESE IS KAI KAI,

WHILE IN ENGLISH IS MELMEN...

Me and my bee2 named it MELMEN....

haha....

Nice name...

I love Melmen.....

My Days In My House During School Holidays

I am so happy,

because the school days 

finally finish...

That means no more piles of homeworks...

No more excuses of saying not enough sleep,

No more problems come to my head,

All the clothes not i wash!! 

The machine wash....

YEAH!!

That explains how lazy i am....

Never mind la....

So what....

I am who i am....

Hehehehehe...

No more need to see the people that i don't want to see in the school,

I am happy staying in my beloved warm nest (house),

But......

In the house....

I can only stay for a few weeks...

Before i am wanting to go back to my school...

haha/....

Funny right?
Is like that la...

At first damn want to go home...

Fight with Rahimah to go back home...

Then,

After going back home want to come back to school...

REASON???

because i miss the school...

I miss the people there...

I miss the chores there...

I miss the teachers all shouting at us to not to sleep...

huak3....><

Thats SERATAS students.....

aha,.....

Thats all...

BBYE....!!!!

I am Sorry My Old Blog Have some Problem..

I am so so sorry,

i don't exactly know what had happened to my old blog...

i was very sad about that..

that was almost a perfect blog,

i hope that this blog won't face the same problem as that blog face...haha

erm2...bbye....

Mummy Birthday!!

26/ 4 /2010

Today is my mother's birthday!!!

 i am so happy with it....

i want to go back and celebrate with her

 but then cannot because i am in the boarding school....

i think she feels so lonely 

while celebrating her bday

 because brother is busy with tuition,sister is in KL.....

daddy is working and i cannot go back....

I AM SORRY MUMMY BUT I ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEEPLY IN MY HEART AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

ThE ChInEsE NeW YeAr aT 2010

I am so happy at the past friday

 because that was the last school day for Chinese New Year holiday to come

me and my friend, Daneesha was so happy about that

 and we both always count for the time for us to go back home

 Then, the last bell rang

 and everyone wishes me Happy Chinese New Year

I am so happy and excited to go home and celebrate Chinese New Year

 From my school SERATAS in Taiping,

 my father brought me to the clothes shop on the spot 

before all the good dresses get cleaned out

 Me and my mother struggle to go to each shop and choose what to buy

 Then , dissappointment came

 and i am sad 

that on the spot i cant get any clothes

 My mum says that we had to go to the shopping complex and buy

 so, i waited for tomorrow to come

I wake up early in the morning

 to go to Ipoh Parade to buy my fancy clothes

Then luckily i got three beautiful dresses from there......

The first day of Chinese New YeAr

 haha.....

nice my friends came to my house.....

Madelyn and Prijeetha we were talking and chatting and misssing each other......

Then i went to my grandma's house and get RM 280 there!!!!

 so little....

but okla....

.haha...... 

plus gambling money

 haha......

the nice chinese new year!!

OUr CaMp WiTh tHe cOlLeAgE sTuDeNtS Of MMU unIvErSiTi

That day,

outside the school libraby,

me and tan kar ling were so shocked

 when sumone called us from behind

 actually it was a form 4 boy 

who asked us whether we want to go for a free school camp

 in the school or not

i asked him what camp was that

 and he said that it was the Adobe photoshop and computering 

Students of MMU come to teach us in our school for three days....

what??? 

three days???? 

r u mad??

ya..

it was for three days...

at first i was quite angry

 and i fell very boring of the ice breaking

but then the other day came

 and i was enjoying a lot of fun.......

 there is a lady and a boy named kak elza and abang shakir....

they are so nice and kind....

the lady was pretty

 and the boy was handsome....

i miss them so much...!!!

i love the MMU programme....